John paul,

It has been almost two years since we last got together
but we’ve never spent a single christmas together. For me, its just another
lonely lonely christmas eve countdown, but you always had such a huge supportive
family to share the special moments, though its heartwarming to see, it just
hits me right in the face my lack of a complete one. I remember how my dad and I
used to set up christmas trees, then it fizzled down to my solo responsibility,
and now nobody does it at all. My sister used to fly off, leaving me and my mum
alone for xmas, it was just hard for me to leave her home alone. Then, the
partying phase started, it was just another excuse to get intoxicated, but
inside was void empty, zilch. When you came along, I was hoping you could change
everything, like how Kelvin changed my sister’s life, made her a better person
(of some sort..). So anyway, I just hope you will be the one to show me the true
meaning of christmas in years to come, it’s a long way more baby, Merry
Christmas (:

- Kyna